From My Deepest Heart; This is My Story

Kuiz Farmasi Kebangsaan 2009, di UIAM Kuantan

2009-10-01T15:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum and morning Malaysia.... ^_^

U guys surely tengah wondering, pekeje la Cue ni bangun pagi-pagi ni... sebenarnye, selalu je bangun pagi-pagi.. huhu..
tak, sebenarnya, Cue nak post something before going to Kuantan tomorrow morning... tu kat atas tu, mesti tau dah kan sebab apa? hehe...
Yup! mewakili FF UiTM ke kuiz tu...hehe... cuak betul ni... fells like butterflies are flying in my stomach... dorg siap geletek-geletek lagi dengan sesungut...hahaha...

Tak tahulah macam mana nanti... Memang Cue tak buat banyak sangat preparation... Adalah baca buku sikit-sikit, sebab memang dah tak ada masa langsung... Tulah, risau jugak... harapan orang dibahu kami semua..huhu... bila fikir UIA ada foreigner, USM, UKM, UM ada budak Cina, India... belum kira budak-budak dari private unis...halamak,,, takut gak camni..hehe...

Macam mana pun, Cue dan geng-geng yang pergi mengharapkan sokongan moral dan doa yang tak henti-henti dari kawan-kawan dan warga FF, khasnya budak-budak Part7.... jangan letak too high expectation kat kami semua, takut kecewa lak... kami ingat nak happy-happy je, dan kalau ada rezeki, InsyaAllah... Allah membantu orang yang berusaha... ^_^

dah subuh, nak solatlah... lepas tu nak sambung tidur balik... cadangnya nak study sikit tadi, tapi, tiba-tiba tak jadi... penangan FB la tu...hehe... ttakpe, Cue cuma nak cover sikit je topik-topik Physiology ngan Pharmacology tu... Boleh kot study kat Shah Alam nanti...oh ye, by the way, I'm going to Shah Alam today... for my resarch lab OK, bukan sebab nak pergi talk tu...hahaha... it's more suitable for the juniors.... *Cue kan suke tunjuk ke'bossy'an Cue ni...huhu*

Oklah, see u guys later in next2 pages... for those who're following my blog, thanks so much...

AKUSTIKA RAYA '09 - 20 September 09

2009-09-26T17:05:00.001-07:00

AKUSTIKA RAYA '09 - 20 September 09

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Wake Me Up When September Ends

2009-09-25T11:18:00.000-07:00

Disebabkan bulan September ni dah nak habis dan masa ni jugaklah yang paling sibuk, macam-macam benda nak buat, sengaja Cue post lirik lagu Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day ni... harap-harap pada semua kawan-kawan yang ternampak yang Cue ni masih leka & asyik main-main je, tolong lah kejutkan dari khayalan tu... huhu...

Sambil-sambil tu, boleh try dengar lagu tu kat my playlist kat bawah tu... Nanti Cue add in lagu ni... enjoy jugak... :)

by the way, Cue nak ingatkan kawan-kawan dan diri Cue sendiri yang perjuangan kita masih panjang & belum selesai (kesinambungan daripada previous post ke ni?...)
enjoy the songs and hayati the lyrics (ntah ada kaitan ngan semangat perjuangan ke tidak, tak sempat kaji...) :)

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass,
seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again,
like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass,
twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai...

2009-09-25T11:03:00.000-07:00

Hi...
Hari ni genap seminggu kita semua menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri tahun ni, tak sedar dah masuk 7 Syawal... dah start puasa 6? ke masih sibuk beraya ke rumah kawan-kawan & saudara-mara? hehe... raya sebulan kan? :P

Tapi, yang sedihnya, walau pun raya, (walaupun...), Cue dah mula fikir pasal research project yang tak siap-siap lagi tu... *sigh* penat la bila fikir pasal benda tu... esok cadangnya nak pergi lab, sambung sikit apa-apa yang patut, yelah, buat apa-apa yang patut... sebabnya, next week dah confirm tak dapat pergi, sebab kena pergi Kuantan... Cadangnya ari Isnin pun nak pergi lagi... itu pun kalau tak ada apa-apa aral, sebab hari Rabu pulak ada 2 tests... aisshhh.. rasa menyesal pulak tak bawak balik notes... (macamlah kalau bawak pun, boleh study, kan? :P)
tak apa, selaku orang yang tabah (tabah la sangat...), Cue try jugak untuk siapkan research ni, by the second week hospital attachment... kirenye, second and third week tu, Cue fokus pada menulis dissertation je... and few days before hantar tu, dah bole submit pada Dr Wong untuk re-check and on the first day of examination, hantar terus... InsyaAllah, harap-harap plan ni menjadik... doa-doakanlah jugak ye... :P

Mengantuklah, selamat malam Malaysia...
P/S: kalau jalan-jalan rumah terbuka tu, ingat-ingat sikit makan tu, jangan makan banyak sangat... huhu...

Friendship's ECG? ^_^

2009-09-22T02:43:00.000-07:00

I got an EcG done today, and they found sumting else along the wave. The Doctor asked if im thinking of sumone at the moment?

i said...

"Urmm..im thinking of my frens as always. Y?"

The Doctor said,

"Well,ur frens surely important to u bcoz i hav da proof rite here.."

Woopsss...hehehe...wel, i did try my bez to hide it..myb its not enaf...

Salam Aidilfitri

2009-09-22T02:10:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam lebaran buat semua,
walau pun dah hari ketiga Syawal, kemeriahan masih terasa nampaknya. Mak Cue tak abes-abes masak rendang dengan kuah kacang... hehe... kesian pulak orang tua tu, masak tak habis-habis...
Kepada semua yang tahu umah Cue, meh la singgah jap...jangan serbu ramai-ramai, tak terlayan lak nanti.. :P

Raya ni, macam raya tahun-tahun lepas, lepas sembahyang raya and ziarah kubur Arwah Amat ngan Akak Azma, Cue balik kampung kat Perak. Rindu nak jumpa Opah..hehe... tapi this year was different because Cue travel sendiri (bukanlah sendiri, dengan akak Cue ngan abang ipar), dari KL ke Perak naik tren... feewwiiittt... stylo tak? :P serious, Cue naik tren pagi raya tu sampai Tanjung Malim then, my cousin datang jemput sampai umah Opah, kat Sungkai. Dekat je...
Macam raya-raya tahun lepas gak, raya ni still raya ngan mak je... Ayah tak datang pun..huu... tak sedih pun, used to it.. hehe...Anyway, wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin kat Ayah, as if he reads this.

Cakap pasal raya kat kampung, again, macam raya tahun-tahun lepas juga, Cue ikut Mak ngan family members lain pergi beraya uamh sedara yang Cue kenal je. Yang tak best pasal raya kat kampung ni, sebab banyak sangat umah sedara kena pergi, tapi, kadang-kadang Cue tak kenal pun. huu~ Sebab tu, kadang-kadang Cue prefer duduk umah Opah and tengok tv je, dari pagi sampai petang, dari siang sampai malam... haha... :)

Waa.. cerita pasal TV, Cue nak express sikit gembiranya hati Cue masa tengok Akustika Raya kat TV3 raya pertama hari tu. Yay!!! Faizal Tahir tu yang performed, featuring Lan ex-vocalist MUH, Noh Hujan ngan Aizat... Cool giler.... Suke! Yes!!! Kalau la sesiapa ade rakam and post kat You Tube, memang nak download...haha... Kalau sesiapa yang tak tengok hari tu, memang rugi... Seriously! nanti ye, Cue usyar kat You Tube ade tak, kalau ade nanti Cue download and post... haha

Cue ada terbaca satu post yang sangat best kat Tagged. Entah siapa yang hantar comment, lama sangat tak bukak Tagged, ramai betul orang add... Approve je semua, kenal ke tak, nasiblah. Bukan layan sangat pun... hehe... tapi pasal post tu kan, memang sungguh bermakna... sebab? Nanti Cue plagiate and copy-and-paste kat blog ni ye. :)

OKlah, later we talk more,k? huhu... See ya!!!

I'm home dude!!! Yeah!!!

2009-09-16T15:47:00.000-07:00

Salam,
Hi there, I really hope everyone is doing well.

There must be a reason for something, aight? hehe... That's why there was a word saying "Home Sweet Home"... it's indeed true that being at home is so wonderful, can't describe the feeling when u go back and jump on your bed and felt asleep straight away. :)
Yup, I'm home and just finished having sahur with my family just now.

It's like two more days to go before Raya. Cepat betul masa berlalu kan? Kalau dah nak dekat raya, maksudnya tak lama lagilah nak ke hospital. Then, 3 weeks for the attachment won't be too long as well, and semester 7 ends. That's it. Cuti 5 minggu then start a new semester, my final semester. Seriously? :) Yay!!!

Eh, cakap pasal benda ni pulak. Actually I've a story to share, as I promised in my last post. Remember? Seriously I don't know if I should talk about it or not. But, this is what blog is created for, right. Hurrmmm...

I had a little quarrel with one of my bestfriend, not the same bestfriend I mentioned before in one of my posts, the another one. It's about few weeks before, but the condition has been back to normal. hehe... Bukan apa, malam tu I saw him sent his gf back to the college and he straight away went back. I was expected he might see me, but he actually didn't. I don't know, maybe becauseI was standing at corridor yang agak gelap tu kot? Tapi, after that, I messaged him saying that he forget his friends since couple ni. hehe... Provoking sikit! He replied me and was saying that he didn't know I was there and he said sorry for that. But he offended with my words pasal gf tu. hehe... I was only joking when I said it, but, I don't know, maybe it's something serious and sensitive issue for him.

Frankly, I was offended too initially when he didn't see me, which caused me to send the SMS. Firstly, because I didn't see him since the puasa started, it's about 3 weeks. So, suddenly I felt excited to see him. Itu yang expect dia nampak tu.
Secondly, I felt like being isolated. It's fine with me if he wants to go out with his gf, but when he does not, he stay at home, spend his time with his housemates (used to be mine). Then, when ever I ask him to go out, he will be with his gf. Tapi, bila dia tak keluar dengan gf, tak ada pun dia rasa to ask me to hang out together. Dahlah dia tahu yang tak ada siapa lagi yang I can ask for kalau nak ajak keluar pergi mana-mana. Atleast, buka puasa sama-sama ke? Bukan nak salahkan dia, mungkin cuma terlepas pandang. Kalau dia tak buka puasa dengan gf dia, dia buka puasa kat rumah. Bukannya salah pun, tapi, Cue ni pun kan member dia jugak. Sekali tu, buka puasa sama-sama pun ok jugak. Bukannya Cue tak pernah ajak, tapi wrong-timing je selalu. Cue cuma rasa benda tu tak unfair la. Tapi, bila Cue cakap macam tu, dia kata Cue pulak yang tak tahu hargai member... Waaa..... tak pernah pun rasa sekeji tu, nak lupa jasa orang kat Cue.

Yup, seriously, I still don't know how should I show and express my concern for my friends and it seemed like everything I do is wrong! *sigh*
That day, another friend marah sebab Cue tanya siapa classmates dia yang kena pergi community service sebab datang lambat class Dr. Wong. Betul-betul ingat benda tu, semua budak class dia dah tahu, kalau tak, mustahil Dr. Wong boleh announce dalam class Cue pulak, kalau dah confidential sangat. And more importantly, Cue memang expect yang lima orang tu yang kena, sebab tu lah Cue tanya, nak confirmation je. Sebab Cue dah tahu sangat yang dorang tu memang suka datang class lambat. Tanya sebab concern kat yang 5 lima tu, bukan sebab nak hummiliate sesiapa. salah ke?

Cue tak tahulah macam mana sekarang, bila Cue try to be positive, tak nak pikir yang bukan-bukan, dorang lak yang tak nampak. Bila buat perangai nanti, cakap Cue tak pandai hargai kawan-kawan, tak pandai jaga perasaan orang. tsk...tsk...tsk...

Berpeluh nak habiskan satu post ni, amik masa 2 hari nak habiskan. hehe...
Macam mana pun, today is the last day Ramadhan, esok would be Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
So, di kesempatan ini, dengan kerendahan hati, Cue nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin kepada family, saudara-mara, kawan-kawan dan semua yang mengenali Cue. Harap maafkan segala kesilapan yang Cue pernah terbuat kat korang semua.
Have a happy raya and jangan naughty2 raya ni... :P

Salam Aidilfitri, till the next post...

Saya Menulis Lagi ^_^

2009-09-11T11:59:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum, and very good morning! It's 4.34 a.m. now, time for sahur... :P
Hi Ms. Blog and readers (ade ke yg bace?),

It's been a while since the last I wrote and posted something in this blog. Time was passing so fast! But, suprisingly, we didn't realize it until suddenly u feel like " eh, baru semalam I buat something-something,,," kan? huhu... I felt the same. Rasa macam baru semalam start puasa, tapi sekarang dah nak raya. Huu~
Memanglah seronok bila cakap pasal raya, Hari Kemenangan kan? Tapi, this year raya will be the busiest raya I ever had! Not busy celebrating the raya, but busy with so many things which undone! huhu... everything MUST be completed as soon as a week after raya! Dissertation of thesis, tets-test (wth? dah plan nak buat tiba-tiba cancel, then nak buat jugak time orang tengah busy-busy, huh!)
Luckily, my supervisor motivated me, told me that this project is difficult because it is new, but the result can be everything, the way u interpret and present the results are more important and of our concern. So now, I just need to collect as many as possible data for result and together, we will discuss and come out with a very good dissertation of thesis, at the very first day of examination, on which I must submit the dissertation for assessment! This thing counts so much, since it is 3 credit hours subject and possibility to get A is higher as compared to other subjects. But if I can't manage to get A, isn't it too pathetic for me... huu~

One more thing, one week after raya also, I will go for hospital attachment. Yay! Hospital Selayang, here I come. huhu... My fist time to go there and hope everyting will be fine. hehe... can't wait for this attachment, I sick of the classes and assignment. haha.. but, there is also case presentation every week. But, nevermind, this might be much more interesting, perhaps. Yeah! *positive*

I have one little story to share, but I'm afraid this post will be too long. Next post, ok? :)

Ok, then... Till the next post...

Cue is writing something ^_^ again!

2009-08-24T13:53:00.000-07:00

Dearest Ms. Blog, firstly, I just want to tell u that i miss u! huhu

Pagi ni, Cue masih mencari-cari lagi journal and article for my case study presentation. metformin, obesity, weight loss? Is there any pharmacological and clinical interrelation? fuh~ berpeluh... huhu
Well, it's been few days I did'nt write in this blog... rase semacam bila menulis balik... maksudnye, I must write everyday... but, there is a big question mark there~ ? ~ ade ke mase? *blur*
seriously, if i felt last semester was teribble and exhausting, this semester is somewhat few times folds... berganda-ganda! sampai kerja pun bertimpa-timpa, tak tahu mana satu nak kena buat dulu ~ walaupun sumenye kena siap on the very same dateline! *sigh*

Esok I need to struggle to complete the CP tutorial because I have to submit it on Thursday. Thursday afternoon ada discussion for the next CBL session. *penat*
dah la dengan prof.mansor ~ scary laa....~
Friday, as usual kena pergi Shah Alam... sambung buat projek research tu. But before tu, mesti kena buat homework sikit. Alamak, baru teringat! Dr.Wong suruh email pada supplier software tu untuk tny if there any more detail kits, sebab sekarang both Dr. Wong and I still terpisat-pisat nak guna mode apa untuk guna software tu. Damn! Lupa! Habislah kalau Dr. Wong tahu... *cuak*
Lepas ni, I must straight away send the email! I must!! *azam*

Waa~ tadi Cue dah cerita benda yang sama pada Intan dengan Nad. Sedih la bila pikir hari ni 26 Ogos... I really miss him! In fact, every one in the family really miss him... *almost crying*
Yup! I tend to be too sensitive when it comes to this matter. Tapi, mungkin Allah lebih tahu kenapa AMAT dipanggil pulang cepat sangat ~ hari ni, kalau Arwah masih ada, genap 2 tahun ~
Jom sama-sama sedekah Al-fatihah buat Arwah! Amat, Pokteh sayang AMat sangat-sangat! Pokteh tak pernah lupakan Amat! InsyaAllah...
kebetulan pulak, birthday Arwah jatuh sama dengan birthday Shamir... Wanna wish him very happy birthday yg ke 23... waaaa.... semoga semakin bahagia dengan EE... hakhak...

I got a problem dengan seorang kawan ni! Ala ~ die tak nak approve when I try to add him as one of my friend kat FB... sedey la, kenapa pilih-pilih macam tu lak? Cue ni pun kawan die gak (I don't know my status now, but he is always one of my greatest besfriend ~ BFF~)... Since he started having this FB lagi, dia tak nak approve. Duh! Sakit lah bila tengok dia comment kawan-kawan lain, tapi, I can't even look at his page pun... *sadis*

kejap lagi I'll have two classes, one with Dr. Javad and another one is comprised of two lecturers; by Prof. Mansur and Mr. Hadi, perhaps. I planned not to go to Dr' Javad's class, waaa~ mengantoklah class dia! hahaha... I don't want to tarnish my own reputation dengan tidur dlm class..haha...well, at some point, reputation tu penting! hakhak... ^_^
tapi, tengoklah, kalau rajin nanti, pergi. kalau tak, tidur! ahahaha...

oit, sekarang dah pukul 4++ a.m. Nak sahur! Tadi dah makan mee kungfu, nak makan roti pulak...haha *lapar*
jom! jom! sahur...
jumpe lagi dalam next post....
Selamat berpuasa... Daaa~

Bulan Puasa Menjelma Lagi... ^_^

2009-08-20T14:37:00.000-07:00

Assalamulaikum and good morning Malaysia! Hi Ms. Blog, How are you doing? hehe...

Yeah! Hari ni I'm going to Shah Alam for my research lab... Yesterday I discussed with my supervisor and he planed something for me to do today. He said this project is easy to do, but VERY DIFFICULT to rationalize... Meaning, I need to think more and harder than others. *toink! toink!*
Please pray for the best for me, for u and for all of us! (",)v peace!

Hey, almost forgot! Actually, I want to talk about fasting month that will start tomorrow. Yeah! Alhamdulillah, again, I can start this month with my family. Nak sahur dan berbuka dengan keluarga. Terawih? huhu... (tak nak janji, tapi kalau awal-awal bulan ni, InsyaAllah... ;p)

Esok hari pertama sahur, nak suruh mak masak pe ek? lalalalala... ^_^
Nak makan sambal tumis ikan bilis yang selalu mak masak on the spot tu. haha.. it might be simple, but when we have it with the beloved one, it will taste fabulous! buka puasa pulak, tak kisah sangat, sebab Cue lebih pentingkan kuih-muih kalau bulan puasa ni. Nak pergi bazar Ramadhan! Nak beli dua kuih favourite; badak berendam dengan kuih koci... haha sangat sedap... *yummy*

Alamak, I need to stop now! It almost 7! xsolat Subuh lagi. Haha.... (jangan contohi perangai taks enonoh ini, faham?) huhu... And I also need to get ready... The journey is going to begin. Yeah! Let rock it!
See ya! Peace... (",)v

Nilai Sebuah Persahabatan

2009-08-20T04:14:00.000-07:00

Ms. Blog,

Firstly, I just want to scream out loud; to release all of my tension away from me. I'm so damn exhausted! I went back from so-called replacement class at 4.30 p.m. and I straight away felt asleep. Just imagine how tired+sleepy+what ever word describing tiredness I am... huhu...

Aaarrrgggghhhhhh...... *screaming*

Fuh... lega! haha... ^_^

Now, lets continue with our topic. Nilai sebuah persahabatan? Agak komersil bunyinye, macam boleh buat novel pulak. Nop,actually, I want to share something. One of my bestfriends who tried to avoid me since early of this semester started to SMS and contacted me back, after 7 weeks. haha... I myself a bit suprised when he sent the message. U know what, actually, I expected him to do so; for one good reason (I think), because his lab session started last week, and as previously, I am the one who provide him with copy of lab report. Waa... frankly, I am afraid if he purposely SMS me just to have the copy and once he got it, the avoiding drama come in play again. Duh! Sakitlah macam tu, lagi pun, Cue memang tak pernah pikir dia macam tu. Tapi lepas semua yang dah jadi dalam 7 minggu ni, Cue sendiri kena rasa hati-hati dan kena pikir diri sendiri.Harap-harap dia tak pikir pun macam tu, dan dia sebenarnya memang ikhlas nak kawan-kawan macam dulu. Kata bestfriend, kan?

Tapi tulah, Cue cuma takut yang nilai persahabatan Cue ni sama je dengan nilai lab report dan assignment. Kalo Cue takde benda-benda ni, sampai bila kawan-kawan nak mengelak dari Cue pun tak tahu. But, I asked him to be honest and admit if he SMS me just to get those reports. But he denied it. *relief* (because I know he will not be lying)... But, I need to plan something, so that, my trust won't be abused and be taken for granted. So, is it too mean if I only give him one copy of report? If he wants the next week copy, he needs to come and ask from me again. haha... Boleh ke macam ni? Tak nampak desperate sangat ke? huhu...

Hmmm.... Cue harap sangat yang bestfriend Cue ni tak pikir macam tu. Datang jumpa hanya nak dapatkan sesuatu. Bila dah dapat, boleh buat sesuka hati, nak buang, buang jelah...
Tapi, half of my mind+heart is saying that this bestfriend, probably won't do that. But, on the other hand, another half of my mind+heart says I should watch out and don't be so kind!
Well, I don't know which way should I go? *fening-fening lalat*

Itulah yang Cue maksudkan dengan nilai sebuah persahabatan? Boleh dikira ke? Boleh dibalas? Boleh dipersoalkan ke? Jawapannya hanya ada dalam diri kita sendiri. Sejauh mana kita meletakkan kawan-kawan itu sebagai salah seorang yang penting dalam hidup kita dan ke arah kejayaan kita, hanya kita yang dapat menjawabnya. Ada orang kata, girlfriend lagi penting daripada kawan, so, bila keluar dengan girlfriend, kawan-kawan kena fahamlah. Ada pulak cakap, kawan ni susah nak cari, tapi girlfirend, kalau tak boleh terima kawan-kawan aku, baik aku cari yang lain. Yang mana satu betul? *geleng kepala, sebab tak tahu*

Cue rasa, tak ada satu yang betul. Kawan memang penting as important as girlfriend/boyfirend (future kena fikir jugak =p)... tapi yang paling penting ialah cara kita prioritize ourselves and how we spend the quality time with friends and the special one. Kena adil, macam poligamilah jugak.
Sebab kawan ni kita perlukan sampai bila-bila, tapi, yang special pun kita perlukan. Jadi? Sayangi mereka kedua-duanya! hahaha... ^_^

Now, what I can do is to see, whether my bestfriend stick to his word or not. (But, I seriously hope that he won't play around with that kind of word/promise)... memang cari pasal lah tu...

Oklah, Ms.Blog, I think I need to get myself ready for dinner and Mr/Tommy's assignment afterward.
Till the next post, see ya! (",)v

Entah - Afgan

2009-08-19T16:24:00.000-07:00

Waa.... Entah tak tahu pulak kenapa tiba-tiba pagi ni rasa nak post lirik lagu ni kat blog ni. Ms. Blog, come and feel what I'm feeling right now.... huhu...
try to upload the video as well, but it failed. nevermind, I'll try to upload it again. No worries! huhu... for the moment, please hayati lirik lagu ni. and if u want to download the song, u may copy and paste this URL (try to make it hyperlinked, but I still not that good as a blogger boy - kena blajar ngan my Cute-but-garang Sifu... ;p)
http://search.4shared.com/network/search.jsp?searchmode=2&searchName=entah+afgan

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Entah kapan kah ku dapat membuka hati ini, untuk mu..o…

Sangat2 syahdu... ada sape2 rasa macam lagu ni kisah cinta sendiri? hehe...
tapi, daripada lirik ni, dapat rasa betapa sakitnya hati bila orang yang kita percayai, sayangi, cintai menduakan cinta... huhu (sometimes, I can be so jiwang, okay?)

nak kena bersiap untuk ke kelas... enjoy the lirik and song!
p/s: i have two important presentations today - back-to-back - 1. CBL & 2. with my supervisor; need to clarify why I can't get the expected result for my research work... scary-mary ma... oh?
just nice of you, if u can pray for me to be all succeed today... InsyaAllah

Kaca atau Permata?

2009-08-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum semua, jumpa lagi... ^_^
Hi Ms. Blog y setia mendengar...

Kaca atau Permata?

Waa... ape sebenarnye yang Cue nak cakap ni? hehe... well, firstly I would like to share with u guys yang petang tadi I went to one program organized by my faculty named KACA (Program Ke Arah Kecemerlangan Akademik)... Itu yang tiba-tiba kaca atau permata tu? haha...
Baguslah program tu sebenarnye, patutlah hati dan akal ni menyuruh-nyuruh pergi dari semalam lagi. Nasib baik pagi tadi jumpa dengan Cik Jannah, dan dan dia cakap tak kisah. So, daripada tidur kat bilik, lebih baik pergi. hehe...

Tapi lawak lah tadi, I don't know why everything the motivator said has someting to do with me. Yang paling tak boleh lupa pasal personaliti menerusi tarikh lahir tu... Seriously, I was just like stoned sekejap, sebab rasa macam bertubi-tubi kena perli. haha... Lawak jugak time Intan asked for her birth date. Garang, yup! that's the only and first word. Shamir, Fathiah, Kema and I laughed like hell tadi. sian Intan, but, honestly, I never see you be in 'Garang' mode... huhu... how would it be ek? *wondering*

Lagi satu yang Cue suka pasal KACA tadi, sebab dapat jumpa budak-budak tu. Well, actually I was frightened at first to know how they will react when they see me. Sebab sebelum-sebelum ni diorang tu mcm lari-lari daripada Cue. But, tadi diorang okay je. hehe... But, I don't know. I didn't talk to Anox or Joe (of course Bani jugak ;p). Kema pun tadi cakap Cue pulak yang sombong. Haha... What ever! Penatlah pikir pasal benda ni, so I don't want to think about it like I don't have anything else to take care of.

Mmm... dah alang-alang buka topik pasal Kaca vs Permata ni, why don't we extend little bit our discussion on it. Betul ke orang kata cinta itu buta? sampai kadang-kadang boleh jugak terpilih yang 'kaca' walau pun pada awalnya orang tu 'permata'? I myself don't have the answer because I don't know!
And under what criteria and circumstances seseorang tu is considered as 'kaca' or ' permata'? Bila pulak kita mula rasa 'permata' nak bertukar jadi 'kaca'? Susahlah nak jawab soalan-soalan macam tu, sebab bila dah sayang semua tu indah! Mungkin sebab tu orang cakap cinta itu buta lagi membutakan! hehe... what ever it is, try your best to not be fooled by this blind love... Sayang ada padanya.

Ok, done! yang penting sekali kita tahu apa yang kita rasa. Tipulah kalau kita nak menafikan apa yang kita rasa. Sangat tak adil untuk diri kita sendiri, tapi, ingatlah, sayang itu tak semestinya memiliki. haha... apa yang Cue merapu ni. Macam byk sgt pengalaman kan? Sorry2... ;p
Tak kisahlah yang mana menang, kaca ke permata ke, yang penting, diri kita ni tak jadi mangsa!

Dah penat menulis. Sangat lapar. Nak makan! huhu...
Kita jumpa lagi dalam post baru nanti.

Test? CBL? Assignment?

2009-08-18T10:13:00.000-07:00

Saya sangat penat...

Assalamualaikum semua... hi Ms.Blog, how are u? :p

Even before greeting you guys, I started with a sighing plus frowning introduction... haha
yup! I am really exhausted and tired. there's no word can describe the level of my penat! haha... bukan penat fizikal je la, penat mental tu... so many things need to think about...
just say it; assignment, CBL, test, research, bla... bla... bla...

Luckily, I'm done with the first test... Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer the questions (even not that correct, I guess; I used "frying theory" je tadi....). haha...
ala, ques die mmg dah spot tapi bila dah buat lupe elaboration and example nak bagi ape... so, menggoreng jelah jawabnye... haha
next week, I will have two other tests; Clinical Pharmacokinetics and CBL... wawawa... scary la! so, mmg byk sgt benda nak kena revise and study! dengan research masih stuck kat phase 2...SAYA SANGAT TAKUT MEMIKIRKAN INI!!!! huhu...

Wow... It's 1++ a.m. now, tak sedar pun... leka bermonolog di dalam blog (cewah.... huhu)
so, till the next post...

Cue is writing something ^_^

2009-08-17T14:08:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikun semua... hi blog! ;p
I created this blog just spontaneously, while revising for my test this evening... ;p
may be i need some space to talk to myself (thru this blog) and to persons I trust (who I'll inform about this blog)...

Arrghh..... what in the world is happening to me? LAZY! that is correct and the most appropriate word to describe me right now... i still have few pages of notes to digest and I am writing this blog, though. kewl, right? haha...

Millions thanks to Intan, coz she woke me up just now... I can't imagine how would it be if I still in my dreams now... Giler! Haha... Memang kena bawak toyol esok! haha...
And I think she is the one who inspires me to create this blog, because she has one. And definitely, she is the first person to know about this blog... haha... exchange blog, can meh? haha

I think it's enough for now, but I surely will write more next time... got to finish the revision... I dont want to take any risk... tidak mau! hahaha...
till the next post... see ya! adios... (",)