Friday, September 25, 2009

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Disebabkan bulan September ni dah nak habis dan masa ni jugaklah yang paling sibuk, macam-macam benda nak buat, sengaja Cue post lirik lagu Wake Me Up When September Ends by Green Day ni... harap-harap pada semua kawan-kawan yang ternampak yang Cue ni masih leka & asyik main-main je, tolong lah kejutkan dari khayalan tu... huhu...

Sambil-sambil tu, boleh try dengar lagu tu kat my playlist kat bawah tu... Nanti Cue add in lagu ni... enjoy jugak... :)

by the way, Cue nak ingatkan kawan-kawan dan diri Cue sendiri yang perjuangan kita masih panjang & belum selesai (kesinambungan daripada previous post ke ni?...)
enjoy the songs and hayati the lyrics (ntah ada kaitan ngan semangat perjuangan ke tidak, tak sempat kaji...) :)

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass,
seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again,
like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
becoming who we are.
As my memory rests,
but never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and passed,
the innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my father's come to pass,
twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.
Wake me up when September ends.

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai...

Hi...
Hari ni genap seminggu kita semua menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri tahun ni, tak sedar dah masuk 7 Syawal... dah start puasa 6? ke masih sibuk beraya ke rumah kawan-kawan & saudara-mara? hehe... raya sebulan kan? :P

Tapi, yang sedihnya, walau pun raya, (walaupun...), Cue dah mula fikir pasal research project yang tak siap-siap lagi tu... *sigh* penat la bila fikir pasal benda tu... esok cadangnya nak pergi lab, sambung sikit apa-apa yang patut, yelah, buat apa-apa yang patut... sebabnya, next week dah confirm tak dapat pergi, sebab kena pergi Kuantan... Cadangnya ari Isnin pun nak pergi lagi... itu pun kalau tak ada apa-apa aral, sebab hari Rabu pulak ada 2 tests... aisshhh.. rasa menyesal pulak tak bawak balik notes... (macamlah kalau bawak pun, boleh study, kan? :P)
tak apa, selaku orang yang tabah (tabah la sangat...), Cue try jugak untuk siapkan research ni, by the second week hospital attachment... kirenye, second and third week tu, Cue fokus pada menulis dissertation je... and few days before hantar tu, dah bole submit pada Dr Wong untuk re-check and on the first day of examination, hantar terus... InsyaAllah, harap-harap plan ni menjadik... doa-doakanlah jugak ye... :P

Mengantuklah, selamat malam Malaysia...
P/S: kalau jalan-jalan rumah terbuka tu, ingat-ingat sikit makan tu, jangan makan banyak sangat... huhu...

Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Friendship's ECG? ^_^

I got an EcG done today, and they found sumting else along the wave. The Doctor asked if im thinking of sumone at the moment?
i said...
"Urmm..im thinking of my frens as always. Y?"
The Doctor said,
"Well,ur frens surely important to u bcoz i hav da proof rite here.."

Woopsss...hehehe...wel, i did try my bez to hide it..myb its not enaf...Tongue out

Salam Aidilfitri

Assalamualaikum wbt dan salam lebaran buat semua,
walau pun dah hari ketiga Syawal, kemeriahan masih terasa nampaknya. Mak Cue tak abes-abes masak rendang dengan kuah kacang... hehe... kesian pulak orang tua tu, masak tak habis-habis...
Kepada semua yang tahu umah Cue, meh la singgah jap...jangan serbu ramai-ramai, tak terlayan lak nanti.. :P

Raya ni, macam raya tahun-tahun lepas, lepas sembahyang raya and ziarah kubur Arwah Amat ngan Akak Azma, Cue balik kampung kat Perak. Rindu nak jumpa Opah..hehe... tapi this year was different because Cue travel sendiri (bukanlah sendiri, dengan akak Cue ngan abang ipar), dari KL ke Perak naik tren... feewwiiittt... stylo tak? :P serious, Cue naik tren pagi raya tu sampai Tanjung Malim then, my cousin datang jemput sampai umah Opah, kat Sungkai. Dekat je...
Macam raya-raya tahun lepas gak, raya ni still raya ngan mak je... Ayah tak datang pun..huu... tak sedih pun, used to it.. hehe...Anyway, wanna wish Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin kat Ayah, as if he reads this.

Cakap pasal raya kat kampung, again, macam raya tahun-tahun lepas juga, Cue ikut Mak ngan family members lain pergi beraya uamh sedara yang Cue kenal je. Yang tak best pasal raya kat kampung ni, sebab banyak sangat umah sedara kena pergi, tapi, kadang-kadang Cue tak kenal pun. huu~ Sebab tu, kadang-kadang Cue prefer duduk umah Opah and tengok tv je, dari pagi sampai petang, dari siang sampai malam... haha... :)

Waa.. cerita pasal TV, Cue nak express sikit gembiranya hati Cue masa tengok Akustika Raya kat TV3 raya pertama hari tu. Yay!!! Faizal Tahir tu yang performed, featuring Lan ex-vocalist MUH, Noh Hujan ngan Aizat... Cool giler.... Suke! Yes!!! Kalau la sesiapa ade rakam and post kat You Tube, memang nak download...haha... Kalau sesiapa yang tak tengok hari tu, memang rugi... Seriously! nanti ye, Cue usyar kat You Tube ade tak, kalau ade nanti Cue download and post... haha

Cue ada terbaca satu post yang sangat best kat Tagged. Entah siapa yang hantar comment, lama sangat tak bukak Tagged, ramai betul orang add... Approve je semua, kenal ke tak, nasiblah. Bukan layan sangat pun... hehe... tapi pasal post tu kan, memang sungguh bermakna... sebab? Nanti Cue plagiate and copy-and-paste kat blog ni ye. :)

OKlah, later we talk more,k? huhu... See ya!!!

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm home dude!!! Yeah!!!

Salam,
Hi there, I really hope everyone is doing well.

There must be a reason for something, aight? hehe... That's why there was a word saying "Home Sweet Home"... it's indeed true that being at home is so wonderful, can't describe the feeling when u go back and jump on your bed and felt asleep straight away. :)
Yup, I'm home and just finished having sahur with my family just now.

It's like two more days to go before Raya. Cepat betul masa berlalu kan? Kalau dah nak dekat raya, maksudnya tak lama lagilah nak ke hospital. Then, 3 weeks for the attachment won't be too long as well, and semester 7 ends. That's it. Cuti 5 minggu then start a new semester, my final semester. Seriously? :) Yay!!!

Eh, cakap pasal benda ni pulak. Actually I've a story to share, as I promised in my last post. Remember? Seriously I don't know if I should talk about it or not. But, this is what blog is created for, right. Hurrmmm...

I had a little quarrel with one of my bestfriend, not the same bestfriend I mentioned before in one of my posts, the another one. It's about few weeks before, but the condition has been back to normal. hehe... Bukan apa, malam tu I saw him sent his gf back to the college and he straight away went back. I was expected he might see me, but he actually didn't. I don't know, maybe becauseI was standing at corridor yang agak gelap tu kot? Tapi, after that, I messaged him saying that he forget his friends since couple ni. hehe... Provoking sikit! He replied me and was saying that he didn't know I was there and he said sorry for that. But he offended with my words pasal gf tu. hehe... I was only joking when I said it, but, I don't know, maybe it's something serious and sensitive issue for him.

Frankly, I was offended too initially when he didn't see me, which caused me to send the SMS. Firstly, because I didn't see him since the puasa started, it's about 3 weeks. So, suddenly I felt excited to see him. Itu yang expect dia nampak tu.
Secondly, I felt like being isolated. It's fine with me if he wants to go out with his gf, but when he does not, he stay at home, spend his time with his housemates (used to be mine). Then, when ever I ask him to go out, he will be with his gf. Tapi, bila dia tak keluar dengan gf, tak ada pun dia rasa to ask me to hang out together. Dahlah dia tahu yang tak ada siapa lagi yang I can ask for kalau nak ajak keluar pergi mana-mana. Atleast, buka puasa sama-sama ke? Bukan nak salahkan dia, mungkin cuma terlepas pandang. Kalau dia tak buka puasa dengan gf dia, dia buka puasa kat rumah. Bukannya salah pun, tapi, Cue ni pun kan member dia jugak. Sekali tu, buka puasa sama-sama pun ok jugak. Bukannya Cue tak pernah ajak, tapi wrong-timing je selalu. Cue cuma rasa benda tu tak unfair la. Tapi, bila Cue cakap macam tu, dia kata Cue pulak yang tak tahu hargai member... Waaa..... tak pernah pun rasa sekeji tu, nak lupa jasa orang kat Cue.

Yup, seriously, I still don't know how should I show and express my concern for my friends and it seemed like everything I do is wrong! *sigh*
That day, another friend marah sebab Cue tanya siapa classmates dia yang kena pergi community service sebab datang lambat class Dr. Wong. Betul-betul ingat benda tu, semua budak class dia dah tahu, kalau tak, mustahil Dr. Wong boleh announce dalam class Cue pulak, kalau dah confidential sangat. And more importantly, Cue memang expect yang lima orang tu yang kena, sebab tu lah Cue tanya, nak confirmation je. Sebab Cue dah tahu sangat yang dorang tu memang suka datang class lambat. Tanya sebab concern kat yang 5 lima tu, bukan sebab nak hummiliate sesiapa. salah ke?

Cue tak tahulah macam mana sekarang, bila Cue try to be positive, tak nak pikir yang bukan-bukan, dorang lak yang tak nampak. Bila buat perangai nanti, cakap Cue tak pandai hargai kawan-kawan, tak pandai jaga perasaan orang. tsk...tsk...tsk...

Berpeluh nak habiskan satu post ni, amik masa 2 hari nak habiskan. hehe...
Macam mana pun, today is the last day Ramadhan, esok would be Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
So, di kesempatan ini, dengan kerendahan hati, Cue nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin kepada family, saudara-mara, kawan-kawan dan semua yang mengenali Cue. Harap maafkan segala kesilapan yang Cue pernah terbuat kat korang semua.
Have a happy raya and jangan naughty2 raya ni... :P

Salam Aidilfitri, till the next post...

Friday, September 11, 2009

Saya Menulis Lagi ^_^

Assalamualaikum, and very good morning! It's 4.34 a.m. now, time for sahur... :P
Hi Ms. Blog and readers (ade ke yg bace?),

It's been a while since the last I wrote and posted something in this blog. Time was passing so fast! But, suprisingly, we didn't realize it until suddenly u feel like " eh, baru semalam I buat something-something,,," kan? huhu... I felt the same. Rasa macam baru semalam start puasa, tapi sekarang dah nak raya. Huu~
Memanglah seronok bila cakap pasal raya, Hari Kemenangan kan? Tapi, this year raya will be the busiest raya I ever had! Not busy celebrating the raya, but busy with so many things which undone! huhu... everything MUST be completed as soon as a week after raya! Dissertation of thesis, tets-test (wth? dah plan nak buat tiba-tiba cancel, then nak buat jugak time orang tengah busy-busy, huh!)
Luckily, my supervisor motivated me, told me that this project is difficult because it is new, but the result can be everything, the way u interpret and present the results are more important and of our concern. So now, I just need to collect as many as possible data for result and together, we will discuss and come out with a very good dissertation of thesis, at the very first day of examination, on which I must submit the dissertation for assessment! This thing counts so much, since it is 3 credit hours subject and possibility to get A is higher as compared to other subjects. But if I can't manage to get A, isn't it too pathetic for me... huu~

One more thing, one week after raya also, I will go for hospital attachment. Yay! Hospital Selayang, here I come. huhu... My fist time to go there and hope everyting will be fine. hehe... can't wait for this attachment, I sick of the classes and assignment. haha.. but, there is also case presentation every week. But, nevermind, this might be much more interesting, perhaps. Yeah! *positive*

I have one little story to share, but I'm afraid this post will be too long. Next post, ok? :)

Ok, then... Till the next post...