Showing posts with label Me Myself and I. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Me Myself and I. Show all posts

Friday, September 25, 2009

Perjuangan Yang Belum Selesai...

Hi...
Hari ni genap seminggu kita semua menyambut Hari Raya Aidilfitri tahun ni, tak sedar dah masuk 7 Syawal... dah start puasa 6? ke masih sibuk beraya ke rumah kawan-kawan & saudara-mara? hehe... raya sebulan kan? :P

Tapi, yang sedihnya, walau pun raya, (walaupun...), Cue dah mula fikir pasal research project yang tak siap-siap lagi tu... *sigh* penat la bila fikir pasal benda tu... esok cadangnya nak pergi lab, sambung sikit apa-apa yang patut, yelah, buat apa-apa yang patut... sebabnya, next week dah confirm tak dapat pergi, sebab kena pergi Kuantan... Cadangnya ari Isnin pun nak pergi lagi... itu pun kalau tak ada apa-apa aral, sebab hari Rabu pulak ada 2 tests... aisshhh.. rasa menyesal pulak tak bawak balik notes... (macamlah kalau bawak pun, boleh study, kan? :P)
tak apa, selaku orang yang tabah (tabah la sangat...), Cue try jugak untuk siapkan research ni, by the second week hospital attachment... kirenye, second and third week tu, Cue fokus pada menulis dissertation je... and few days before hantar tu, dah bole submit pada Dr Wong untuk re-check and on the first day of examination, hantar terus... InsyaAllah, harap-harap plan ni menjadik... doa-doakanlah jugak ye... :P

Mengantuklah, selamat malam Malaysia...
P/S: kalau jalan-jalan rumah terbuka tu, ingat-ingat sikit makan tu, jangan makan banyak sangat... huhu...

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

I'm home dude!!! Yeah!!!

Salam,
Hi there, I really hope everyone is doing well.

There must be a reason for something, aight? hehe... That's why there was a word saying "Home Sweet Home"... it's indeed true that being at home is so wonderful, can't describe the feeling when u go back and jump on your bed and felt asleep straight away. :)
Yup, I'm home and just finished having sahur with my family just now.

It's like two more days to go before Raya. Cepat betul masa berlalu kan? Kalau dah nak dekat raya, maksudnya tak lama lagilah nak ke hospital. Then, 3 weeks for the attachment won't be too long as well, and semester 7 ends. That's it. Cuti 5 minggu then start a new semester, my final semester. Seriously? :) Yay!!!

Eh, cakap pasal benda ni pulak. Actually I've a story to share, as I promised in my last post. Remember? Seriously I don't know if I should talk about it or not. But, this is what blog is created for, right. Hurrmmm...

I had a little quarrel with one of my bestfriend, not the same bestfriend I mentioned before in one of my posts, the another one. It's about few weeks before, but the condition has been back to normal. hehe... Bukan apa, malam tu I saw him sent his gf back to the college and he straight away went back. I was expected he might see me, but he actually didn't. I don't know, maybe becauseI was standing at corridor yang agak gelap tu kot? Tapi, after that, I messaged him saying that he forget his friends since couple ni. hehe... Provoking sikit! He replied me and was saying that he didn't know I was there and he said sorry for that. But he offended with my words pasal gf tu. hehe... I was only joking when I said it, but, I don't know, maybe it's something serious and sensitive issue for him.

Frankly, I was offended too initially when he didn't see me, which caused me to send the SMS. Firstly, because I didn't see him since the puasa started, it's about 3 weeks. So, suddenly I felt excited to see him. Itu yang expect dia nampak tu.
Secondly, I felt like being isolated. It's fine with me if he wants to go out with his gf, but when he does not, he stay at home, spend his time with his housemates (used to be mine). Then, when ever I ask him to go out, he will be with his gf. Tapi, bila dia tak keluar dengan gf, tak ada pun dia rasa to ask me to hang out together. Dahlah dia tahu yang tak ada siapa lagi yang I can ask for kalau nak ajak keluar pergi mana-mana. Atleast, buka puasa sama-sama ke? Bukan nak salahkan dia, mungkin cuma terlepas pandang. Kalau dia tak buka puasa dengan gf dia, dia buka puasa kat rumah. Bukannya salah pun, tapi, Cue ni pun kan member dia jugak. Sekali tu, buka puasa sama-sama pun ok jugak. Bukannya Cue tak pernah ajak, tapi wrong-timing je selalu. Cue cuma rasa benda tu tak unfair la. Tapi, bila Cue cakap macam tu, dia kata Cue pulak yang tak tahu hargai member... Waaa..... tak pernah pun rasa sekeji tu, nak lupa jasa orang kat Cue.

Yup, seriously, I still don't know how should I show and express my concern for my friends and it seemed like everything I do is wrong! *sigh*
That day, another friend marah sebab Cue tanya siapa classmates dia yang kena pergi community service sebab datang lambat class Dr. Wong. Betul-betul ingat benda tu, semua budak class dia dah tahu, kalau tak, mustahil Dr. Wong boleh announce dalam class Cue pulak, kalau dah confidential sangat. And more importantly, Cue memang expect yang lima orang tu yang kena, sebab tu lah Cue tanya, nak confirmation je. Sebab Cue dah tahu sangat yang dorang tu memang suka datang class lambat. Tanya sebab concern kat yang 5 lima tu, bukan sebab nak hummiliate sesiapa. salah ke?

Cue tak tahulah macam mana sekarang, bila Cue try to be positive, tak nak pikir yang bukan-bukan, dorang lak yang tak nampak. Bila buat perangai nanti, cakap Cue tak pandai hargai kawan-kawan, tak pandai jaga perasaan orang. tsk...tsk...tsk...

Berpeluh nak habiskan satu post ni, amik masa 2 hari nak habiskan. hehe...
Macam mana pun, today is the last day Ramadhan, esok would be Hari Raya Aidilfitri.
So, di kesempatan ini, dengan kerendahan hati, Cue nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri Maaf Zahir Batin kepada family, saudara-mara, kawan-kawan dan semua yang mengenali Cue. Harap maafkan segala kesilapan yang Cue pernah terbuat kat korang semua.
Have a happy raya and jangan naughty2 raya ni... :P

Salam Aidilfitri, till the next post...

Friday, September 11, 2009

Saya Menulis Lagi ^_^

Assalamualaikum, and very good morning! It's 4.34 a.m. now, time for sahur... :P
Hi Ms. Blog and readers (ade ke yg bace?),

It's been a while since the last I wrote and posted something in this blog. Time was passing so fast! But, suprisingly, we didn't realize it until suddenly u feel like " eh, baru semalam I buat something-something,,," kan? huhu... I felt the same. Rasa macam baru semalam start puasa, tapi sekarang dah nak raya. Huu~
Memanglah seronok bila cakap pasal raya, Hari Kemenangan kan? Tapi, this year raya will be the busiest raya I ever had! Not busy celebrating the raya, but busy with so many things which undone! huhu... everything MUST be completed as soon as a week after raya! Dissertation of thesis, tets-test (wth? dah plan nak buat tiba-tiba cancel, then nak buat jugak time orang tengah busy-busy, huh!)
Luckily, my supervisor motivated me, told me that this project is difficult because it is new, but the result can be everything, the way u interpret and present the results are more important and of our concern. So now, I just need to collect as many as possible data for result and together, we will discuss and come out with a very good dissertation of thesis, at the very first day of examination, on which I must submit the dissertation for assessment! This thing counts so much, since it is 3 credit hours subject and possibility to get A is higher as compared to other subjects. But if I can't manage to get A, isn't it too pathetic for me... huu~

One more thing, one week after raya also, I will go for hospital attachment. Yay! Hospital Selayang, here I come. huhu... My fist time to go there and hope everyting will be fine. hehe... can't wait for this attachment, I sick of the classes and assignment. haha.. but, there is also case presentation every week. But, nevermind, this might be much more interesting, perhaps. Yeah! *positive*

I have one little story to share, but I'm afraid this post will be too long. Next post, ok? :)

Ok, then... Till the next post...

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

Test? CBL? Assignment?

Saya sangat penat...


Assalamualaikum semua... hi Ms.Blog, how are u? :p

Even before greeting you guys, I started with a sighing plus frowning introduction... haha
yup! I am really exhausted and tired. there's no word can describe the level of my penat! haha... bukan penat fizikal je la, penat mental tu... so many things need to think about...
just say it; assignment, CBL, test, research, bla... bla... bla...

Luckily, I'm done with the first test... Alhamdulillah, I managed to answer the questions (even not that correct, I guess; I used "frying theory" je tadi....). haha...
ala, ques die mmg dah spot tapi bila dah buat lupe elaboration and
example nak bagi ape... so, menggoreng jelah jawabnye... haha
next week, I will have two other tests; Clinical Pharmacokinetics and CBL... wawawa... scary la! so, mmg byk sgt benda nak kena revise and study! dengan research masih stuck kat phase 2...SAYA SANGAT TAKUT MEMIKIRKAN INI!!!! huhu...



Wow... It's 1++ a.m. now, tak sedar pun... leka bermonolog di dalam blog (cewah.... huhu)
so, till the next post...